I know you are tired of dealing with me..
I was surprised you never left me..
And maybe you hate this kind of shit..
And also me ruining everything..
like your glory.. (in LoL)
There's just no way I'd miss a fuck of a chance..
To get you offended, to get you so mad..
That you want to kill me in time of a glance..
And leave with the words "with you I have had"
All that I wanted just now I couldn't do..
and all I wanted was to get along with you..
it can't work can it..
this time you've really had it..
We both know I'm sorry.. and that you don't care..
that you want to kill me with just your glare..
But yet here I will start again...
I always felt sorry that I don't have class..
and that my empty head is always up my ass..
that I don't always listen as if I don't care..
and with my stupidity I people scare..
I'm sorry I can't remember and do as I will..
that I'm just pitiful and I have no skill..
that I always panic and don't know what to do..
and that I never managed to be like you..
I'm sorry I'm stupid and I don't know the line..
And whatever I do nothing ends fine..
I know you will read this no matter what..
because unlike me you're not a dumbfuck..
Fuck me.. I curse this day, before new year's eve..
Although you want me dead please do not leave..
cuz if you do you'll make my nightmare real..
that will cause a wound which will never heal..
I just want to start everything again so it's clear..
And again.. I'm so sorry.. and Happy New Year..