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I'm sorry..

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I know you are tired of dealing with me..
I'm sorry..
I was surprised you never left me..
strange sroty..


And maybe you hate this kind of shit..
I'm sorry..
And also me ruining everything..
like your glory.. (in LoL)


There's just no way I'd miss a fuck of a chance..
To get you offended, to get you so mad..
That you want to kill me in time of a glance..
And leave with the words "with you I have had"


All that I wanted just now I couldn't do..
and all I wanted was to get along with you..
it can't work can it..
this time you've really had it..


We both know I'm sorry.. and that you don't care..
that you want to kill me with just your glare..


But yet here I will start again...
I always felt sorry that I don't have class..
and that my empty head is always up my ass..
that I don't always listen as if I don't care..
and with my stupidity I people scare..
I'm sorry I can't remember and do as I will..
that I'm just pitiful and I have no skill..
that I always panic and don't know what to do..
and that I never managed to be like you..
I'm sorry I'm stupid and I don't know the line..
And whatever I do nothing ends fine..
...


I know you will read this no matter what..
because unlike me you're not a dumbfuck..


Fuck me.. I curse this day, before new year's eve..
Although you want me dead please do not leave..
cuz if you do you'll make my nightmare real..
that will cause a wound which will never heal..


I just want to start everything again so it's clear..
And again.. I'm so sorry.. and Happy New Year..
Yeah.. This is a poem for a friend of mine.. well.. I still don't know if I should send it to him.. he's fed up with my shit cuz I'm a fucking dumb bitch..
and don't get me wrong about the glory part..
everything is my fault.. ik that.. and I'm trying to change it.. but trying isn't good enough.. or working..
and if u see this ..
I'm so sorry breh.. QnQ forgive me for being like this.. you know I never wanted to do or say shit..
© 2014 - 2024 ronigaara
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popolis's avatar
maybe it's a little too late to comment, but you really should send this to him, it might calm him down :>